Thursday, June 05, 2008

It was 1999

Category: Music
Genre: Pop
Artist: Verve Pipe

***This song makes me weep inside. I don't know why. It brings me to an untouched territory, that corner of me.
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Freshmen

When I was young and knew everything
And she a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now Im guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a babys breath and a shoe full of rice

I cant be held responsible
Cause she was touching her face
I wont be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me
I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
Wed never comprimise

For the life of me
I cannot believe
Wed ever die for these sins
We were merely freshman

My best friend took a weeks
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks worth of
Valium and slept

Now hes guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says
Weve tried to wash our hands of all of this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how were guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floorWe fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, wed say

Boredom.

I woke up at around 5:00 am. Tried to go back to sleep but can't. I turned to the book I started reading yesterday. It's Dean Koontz' Dragon Tears. Read, read, read. Then I decided to go down and smoke.

You kno how it is when you feel restless, like you want to do something but don't kno what you want to do. It is just frustrating. I decided to go here at work even if it is my day off. And I decided to write, eventhough I don't kno what to write about.

Sigh.

I'll try to think about something and I'll write some more.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Mal is Back.

Can you believe it? The last time I wrote here was January 2007? Dayum. So it has been that long, huh. Where have I been? Lost, I think. I was lost and now I'm found.

A lotta things happen the past year. I was caught up with all those important and non-improtant things that I was not able to write anymore. Shame.

But I plan to write more now.