Friday, July 10, 2009

Mariah's

"I Stay In Love"

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

[Chorus x2]

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

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I hate it that I can relate to this song. I don't want to relate to songs like this.
It is sad and pathetic.
Maybe I am sad.
Maybe I am pathetic.
The song just says it all. All.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Over.

We broke last July 7, 2009. To be specific, you broke up with me in an offline message. Cool. I am really sad right now and very confused. I did not really understand what your reason was. I read the message three times and thought twice if it was a break up message. Then, I saw your status in friendster and you are now listed as single. Then, I am pretty sure that was a break up message right there.

How could it be so easy for you?
Why did you do it in an offline message?
Why?

Those are just the things I want to ask.

But I don't really want to get the answers right now. Maybe I am afraid of the answers.

I'll get my answers later, maybe.

But for now, I will let you be.